Kim Yoohyeon

08-10-2006

"Wow. Today I was a little bit distracted at school. Out of nowhere I saw these flashes and I got really scared in class. I think I saw mom? Luckily my current mom, came to pick me up and she calmed me down. She reminds me of my real mom. It makes me happy because she cares and is really sweet, but I do miss my real mom..."

07-05-2010

"I cannot stop thinking about it... Has it been 10 years already? I still hear the voices of the doctors in my head every day talking about how to save them. I was put on a bed, a few meter away from my parents. A nurse was looking over me and my siblings while I could see so many doctors surrounding my mom and dad. I know they were helping them but it looked like it was only making their pain worse. I will never forget that day. 07-05-2000... I miss you mom and dad."

20-08-2015

"God damn. I wish I could just be like every other normal person. Sometimes I wish nothing ever happened and I could just live a normal life like everyone else. Today I had my first ever driving lesson but I quit. I couldn't do it. Sitting behind the wheel, the place where my mom was sitting the moment of the accident, I just started to freak out. My driving instructor probably thinks I am crazy. I will just takes the bus to practise. I don't need a car..."

13-01-2017

"Is this truly the day? I can't believe all the hard work payed off. Today me and the girls finally get to show the world what we have trained and worked so hard for. DREAMCATCHER is finally here. I am so proud of everyone. And even though times were heard I am glad that now I have a new family. We may not share the same blood but I have sisters for life."

21-05-2021

"Dear mom and dad, I am expecting! I honestly can't believe it myself just yet, but I couldn't be a happier person. Of course I wish you guys were still here. On days like these I miss you the most. It makes me sad that you cannot be here to see these beautiful moments, but I am sure you would be proud of me. Even though you are up on the clouds you are going to be the best grandparents out there. I love you."

04-06-2021

"I have been thinking. Now that I am pregnant I started to realize that yes I have an amazing family in law who is here to help me out, support me and give me love. But something deep inside is still hurting... I know I have family somewhere out there and I want them in my soon to be child's life. And I want to be able to share my happiest moments with my own family. I visited the orphanages back from when I was a kid and I asked around for our family reports. Even though some records were lost I was still able to find one of my brothers. Your name is Zach, and even though I do not know how you look like know I remember your warm hugs from when you were comforting us the day mom and dad passed. I'm going to look for you. I want to share that feeling with you again."

21-06-2021

"Today I received another phone call from the orphanage. Appearantly they found out more paper work from back in 2000. I always knew I had another brother, yet I had no clue who he was as we always lived apart. So today I sent him a message, asked him to meet up and so we did. I have to admit I was kind off nervous. So I sat down and waited for Clement. My gosh he was super duper tall, something I didn't quite expect since me and Zach are not the most tallest people on earth. There was something in his face that resembled me and it was very strange to almost look in the mirror upon meeting him. But it all made sense when we started talking. I wondered how old he was and if he was an older or younger sibling but upon hearing his date of birth my jaw dropped. 06-04-1997, the same day as me. We are twins. I have a twin brother. I can barely believe it but it is such an amazing feeling. We will spent a lot of time together, trying to catch up on our missed time together. The family is slowly coming back together and I feel happier than ever."

26-06-2021

"Sadly it looks like I will have to continue this journey alone. Luckily I still have my amazing bandmembers and my brothers by my side. These days make me miss you two a lot but I am super grateful for those who I have around me. They tell me I am strong and no matter what the baby will having amazing bright future ahead. I have to admit that I am a bit lost. Parts of me thought about stopping the pregnancy or putting the baby up for adoption but that would break my heart. It will be tough on my own, but there is nothing more special than carrying a little one around and they deserve all of my love. No matter what will come on our path, I will make sure that you won't have to go through what I did. I will give you the whole world."